Food/hunger issues today

Not much to talk about food-wise today. I haven't eaten much. Cream of wheat for breakfast, string cheese and a tiny bit of chicken salad for lunch, tilapia (fish) and mushrooms for dinner. I've been hungry all day, but it's been one of those days where I don't feel like eating. You ever get so hungry you don't want to eat? It's weird. I know I haven't gotten in all my protein for the day, either. I should've had more to drink, too. I ate my dinner too fast and now my stomach hurts. That's what happens when I'm that hungry and I eat. I'm not paying attention to how much and how fast I'm shoveling it in there. I'm usually a very slow eater, but I guess I just disconnect when it comes to hunger to that degree. Lesson learned.

I feel so full and uncomfortable right now I wish I could throw up. I hate to throw up so I avoid it at any cost, even times when I know I'll feel better by doing so. So I'll sit here and suffer and listen to my intestines gurgle and whine until it all passes through. Honestly, right now I'm afraid to throw up. My stomach is so small now (walnut-sized) that I think it's really going to hurt to barf. Enough about this already.

It was warm today, so I sat in the spa. We've turned down the temp so it's refreshing as opposed to heating. I loved sitting in there, but I loved putting on a bathing suit. Two of the suits I own were just too big. The one I wore, I could still wear 10-20 lbs from now, so that's a good thing, but I've had it so long the elastic in the top is shot. I guess I'd better buy a new suit or two in different sizes before they disappear in the stores.

I thought real hard about going to the gym today, but didn't make it. Good thing especially since I was having food/hunger issues today.

Down to 250.2 today. Wow, next time I weigh, I could be in the 240's!